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ok. lets talk about god and souls. or rather how i believe they dont exist. if ur not happy with my opinion, please dont evangelise. just stop reading this post tyvm.

i dont believe in god and i dont believe in souls. i dont believe in fate but i believe theres a reason for everything. its just not predetermined/god's decision.

i believe in people being unique not because each of us have a special soul, but because of science and chemistry. [like random fertilisation + division + i didnt pay attn in bio -.-]

then, so how was the world created huh huh huh. what was the first spark of energy huh huh huh?
well, i dont know but i sure as heck aint believing its coz of god.

anw, there ARE diseases / illnesses that affect people's behavior. you know why? brain chemistry. signals get fired wrongly and PEOPLE CHANGE. their brain chemistry changes not their soul. technically i should reference and quote blahblah to make my argument stronger but wts this is a blog not a scholarly article slamming god or the lack thereof. in any case, its from medical dramas. 'AHA UNRELIABLE THEREFORE CANNOT BE TRUSTED' yea wtv i trust that k. go wiki if u must. and screw you if you believe its a tribulation designed by god to make you stronger. so when things go wrong, 'god has a reason for this, its to make us stronger/wtv'. when things go right, 'oh it must be the divine work of god'.

i dont believe in god simply because theres no proof. 'but theres no proof he doesnt exist. lack of proof doesnt equate absence!' yea well theres no proof he doesnt exist and lack of proof doesnt mean he doesnt exist. oh wait. prayers dont get answered [directly. if events turn out the way u wanted them to it doesnt mean its god.]

someone once stressed her belief that theres a reason why people are what they are, there must be that something, that special spark makes us who we are.
i agree w. the former statement but not the latter. i believe in nurture not nature. yes there is brainchem involved in making a person but its can be overcome w nurture.
someone else's rebuttal to how theres no proof abt god's existence says thats why its called faith. you have faith. i have no comment. i like to believe im invisible when teachers are asking me for my homework. they can believe that god will help.

im getting tired of talking abt this / this is braindraining. but one more thing. my bro said he has no trouble w. religion as long as it helps motivate people to do good etc, he only has trouble w. it when people do bad things [eg bomb] for their religion.
i know this is a religion-bashing post but srsly, this is my opinion. i know there are people out there who truly believe in god because god helped them through in times of crisis and i respect that choice. but i also know there are blind followers who believe in god simply because their parents do and they were raised to believe in god. they have no other answer when i ask them 'why do u believe in god?'
honestly, i still believe the afterlife, god, religion, karma are all artificial constructs. definitely there are some ways bad deeds can come around and kick your ass later but thats just cause and effect. not... things piling up on a scale being weighed against your miserably few good deeds.
artificial constructs designed to ease the human conscience and explain things like creation and let people be happy to believe that the afterlife exists and that death isnt that scary afterall.

i usually dont spew atheist stuff in front of religious friends because thats their belief, thats their choice and i dont want to offend them. usually religion is impt to them so why knock down their whole way of life, i just go 'oh im a freethinker.' it just means that i dont subscribe to a god. in any case, my point is, go on and continue believing if your faith is that strong. this is just why i dont.

from the atheist who attended church for a v. short time as a kodomo.

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you know that letter from nanyang, the one with the travel declaration form. the envelope states ny stuff. theres one line that goes 'company registration number 199205016K'. company? nyghs a company? okay.

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feels inordinately inclined to lashing out randomly with insanely sharp pencils.

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i want to go on a shopping spree.

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y i n g . said (10:21 PM):
*wtf i went to my blog then i thought kena virus cause got weird adverts all over the place
*...
*then i realised uh
*it's you
*ZZZ

HAHAHAHHA.


oh. next week. has five school days. the only day without a quiz is tuesday - the day with all the lessons + cca ._.'

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harvey norman's sale. is retarded.


LOOK. wads the diff ._.'' zz same w. the 450d -.-
zzz. aiya nth to post abt la. my entire day has been rant-worthy and im too lazy to repeat it.

bejeweled works on msn ying. zz played w. kai.

mmph.

omggg. look at this ad


wth? ._.'''

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本人现在有六位people over at her house and is going deaf. zzz. should always trust my initial instincts. zzz.

spent like 40mins speedclearing my room which essentially involved dumping things outside and chucking things into random cupboards -.- sigh. ih has like so many things to study. x_x

mmph. jen n chris are burnt. o.0 zzz. screw ih and the juniors had theirs moved by like 2 weeks. zzz.

wad ying wad. GAHHHH. idk wd to write.
oh i started writing out notes. and realised my handwriting was so small it hurt to read -.- zzz.

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. x the rotated 90deg version of 8. HAHAHAHAH.
precisely recession which is why im not getting the cam NOW. im getting it.. later~ and why i need to get it.. cheaper. :D

coz my mum agreed to get it for my bday pres last yr lols, rmbr [did i tell u o.o] when she wanted to get me an iphone, then i was dn want coz its.. quite common/overhyped. so i told her i wanted the cam, she ok-ed and then i came bck frm china and i had lost my phone so i convinced her to get me my.. 800$ phone WHICH IS NOW BEING SERVICED I TELL IF THERES SOME CORROSION SHIT THATS NOT COVERED BY WARRANTY I WILL. KILL STH. preferably not myself. coz i... pushed back the camera to like b4 my next trip which was supp to b uk lit trip in june WHICH GOT PUSHED BACK TO EOY YEA WTH. and then. im trying to get it asap so i can play arnd w. it. BESIDES DSLRS DONT COME CHEAP. zz.

whys my hse like. completely dark besides my rm o.o. zz my dad n sis aslp ah wth. my mum just came home. mmph. ZZZ STUPID LUKEWARM PORRIDGE YING. im like appetiteless now and theres like. remainder sitting on my table. being. cold. zzz.

AND LIKE EXCUSE ME. THE CAM WONT COST AS MUCH AS THE NZ TRIP TYVM. nz is like 2k/3k+ my cam is <2k can. my bro wldnt let me otherwise. zz.
and... my mum was so relenting abt tying to my grades coz she was SLEEPY. 8D besides, she always ties things to my grades for like encouragement. although i dn rly need now coz its s4 so im SUPPOSED to get gd grades otherwise i can go kill myself in jc.

zz i wanted to get the alpha 350 + sal 18250 = 1.8k~ coz i was thinking of getting one that would... last. and my bro was like get a cheap one then u get another better one later when u know wad u want. my mums like wtv as long as ur getting the cheap one first. bt im thinking like will she let me get another one when i go uni anw. zz coz tts the time im getting more stuff, like laptop. then plus cam = 5k+ wth.

zzz. suddenly v. moodless. and naruto is being rubbish now. its like. boring. even though its on arc but still. zzz. zzzz. zzzzzzzzzz. overdue hw. zzzzzzzzzzzz.

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