hi everybody. it's been a month from chinese new year, the term flew by so fast :/ orientation, campfire, pop, chinese new year, and proper schoooooool...the best one-eighth of JC's over :( march holidays time to sleep in thank god.

i was just listening to this song and realized what the hell it actually applies. taylor swift's Cold As You. go youtube and enjoy.

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you


it's all for the best :))))))) being violently pulled back to reality after chinese new year has probably do me a lot of good.