And I do.

I love how wonderfully corny it all sounds when I just list the lyrics out here but it's magic with the melody. I have it on repeat yes some people will say desperately trying to convince myself but hey what's wrong with that?

On a completely different note, I was trying to fill up the testimonial form just now and all I was thinking was shit how come I don't have anything to write? then after that came the swearing...excuse me but seriously wtf I don't appear to have done anything over the course of my entire secondary school life so far and those I do remember seem to be way back from like sec one and then I can't remember anything more about them wts.

Sigh the whole freaking world's hyped up on the later, the JC the university the job options the career the everything else except the now. Which I am very happily at dammit. Then somehow I get depressed when I see everyone else around me doing so well so I persuade myself to start working for the later. And it obviously doesn't work cause after a couple of days I just go back to normal.

Anyway I'm going to go back to doing homework for better results for the now which will lead to a better later.

I wonder how I am going to tell Mrs. Ting that one of my career options is to be a pastry chef.

Okay wtf I just got myself out of this funk then I bloghopped and now I'm depressed all over again. I don't even know what the hell you're thinking most of the time and the rest of the time I'm just wondering what I'm supposed to do. And a little bit of me insists on showing me all your flaws and a slightly larger part of me just exemplifies all your good points again and again and again. I think I'll focus on that little part just a bit more.

WTF? :(