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I don't know like I guess sometimes I get this feeling that I should be more upset and more angry and more angsty and more annoyed about how this whole thing has turned out...but somehow I'm not. And somehow I'm okay with that so yeah maybe the whole maturity thing is working for once. Ah well I don't think I can change anything at all so first accept second move on third I don't know whatever comes after moving on.

Plus another thing I've noticed is that I'm calmer these days like the little things don't piss me off so much...I suppose that's good tho keeps my blood pressure down etc but sigh I think I'm just starting to not care lol. Maybe it's the maturity thing again maybe I'm getting old but...yeah small things are small things which are small things and not big things so they are not worth getting pissed off over.

Omg I'm like totally incoherent.

Maybe we can stay this way for a long long long while to allow steps one two and three to take place yeah.

Okay whatever block results are all back and I suppose they are okay tho relative to the rest of the class my results are utter crap. Don't understand how people can do so well without studying much esp. when I actually studied for these blocks.

tf okay actually I take the not getting angry about small things back. Like my bio physics chem paper etc all less than satisfactory cause uh...super careless and combined with strict marking to give shitty marks :/ then I got super jidong about it to audrey OKAY WHATEVER. And my fav belt broke today ehmagod and I got quite angry so I suppose that's a small thing.

Sent the tb list off to my father! :) tho he's a great filter system for the stuff we want to buy he was mostly okay w it this time HAHAHA awesome much.

Bummed around with nine or ten of the classmates at swirl this afternoon(L) had so much fun just sharing icecream...a lot of icecream and playing taboo for like two hours plus, super wuliao but lovely. Last wednesday we were at island creamery gossipping our asses off HAHAHA maybe we can do it every wednesday from now on:D btw mascarpone at swirl is heavenly.

I need to stop having shopping cravings :/ my money omg there's still like half of May left and...not good. Mmph was checking out thrift stores just now cause on fashiontoast apparently thrift stores are like god's gift to shopaholics cause super cheap and sometimes can find super nice stuff yupp. Ah nvm shall just concentrate on finishing LA SRQ tonight maybe.

Spent some time at 414 during lunch just talking to eehsien eewei and nicolette (it's not gossipping when it's about me); and hsien and sew concluded super prematurely that I was IMMORAL and then refused to change that notion...nvm I got nicolette on my side she approves of everything I do:D:D please la hsien you can't talk about immorality to me HAHA plus uh...it's really not my fault hundred percent his okay.

Since blocks are now over it's time to spam more Catherine Anderson. Oh training resumes tomorrow!:D wow I forgot to talk about jav comps. Oh yeah csm comps were super horrible times like seventy thousand, distance was completely absymal. Guess I won't be getting a thingy on stage tomorrow but ah never mind I was half expecting it. Haha eunice got a two seven plus, completely shocked and surprised lol nice one. Okay so if I go back to training jiaolian will separate my head from my body cause of my super lousy distance.

CONGRATS KAI ON TOP 8 HAHAHAHA it feels good right told you you could do it :) seventh is it. Or eighth. Nvm still damn good esp. you trained like three lunches or something, g'job!:D

ARGH LA SRQ!!!

I think I shall browse tb some more :D then go to sleep. Oh holy shit bio file. Lol wut this post is completely incoherent but it's also super long and might be my longest post in history when I have nothing to post about. Graces etc doesn't count cause uh at that point in time I had something to post about.

Haiya I think I shall just continue and post about today. Classic quote, THE FARMER FARM CHICKENS VERY GOOD! by chrissy during socratic seminar about the education piece. The farmer farm chickens very good, yo! Socratic seminar was actually really enjoyable today like one of the LA lessons I didn't get distracted by anything else actually...participated relatively actively. I hope we get more lessons like these HAHAHA. Then math...I personally believe that students shouldn't be allowed to do integration:D Bio eye quiz tycoed through and got 8 woot then chem was boring shit like it always is. Then lunch, and the strange gossip session with my favourite 414 girls! DAMN FREAKING STRANGE. Then level dialogue session which was useless as usual...nice one. Mmmph pam is now the target of the entire level cause she asked for extra chinese lessons zzz.

AH GOT SCHOOL TMR WTF at least hols are coming soon. Chem spa bio file(!) INT sabbats chinese rem IH QUIZ OMG I FORGOT SHIT-