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Hello I got back at three fifteen today damn early hahahaha it's actually pretty nice when the room's all dark and the aircon's on and I'm just slacking away at the com...right I managed to catch up on a bit of work (it's pretty amazing how much work gets backlogged just cause of one sunday) and eh...I now only owe half a zuowen. Mmm I'm missing the next two trainings cause of Classcomm training and Kranji wtf. I know like i've never been damn enthu about my cca or whatever but since i just started doing well it's like...never mind can't explain it forget it.
Graces in two weeks from today and I'm completely unprepared. No dress/shoes/shawl/proper makeup/mindset/enthusiasm/...or dance, even. Wow I kinda expected like the humongous vainpot I am to be incredibly excited about graces since sec one but somehow now that it's here it's just...here. Nothing special wth dammit I need to get out of this mindset. Zzz it's like this small annoying fear that's bugging me all the time. K dress!
Shall set cycling dates soon with luvs! March hols hahaha there's no other time k. Plus plus must watch the curious case of benjamin button w someone (now that i discovered my teammates didn't watch on sunday)! I intend to start living my life soon (after watching YT videos on cool american teenagers!) Yupp i know retarded it doesn't matter.
Hey just talk to me so I know you're still there.