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Sighhhhh. Half a week of school hol's are gone alr and I haven't exactly done anything, not AMES, not any of my homework.
I seriously hate my MSG and how I've been slacking off and whatever.
Hate how I can't make myself do homework, how I procrastinate like crazy, how everything I come close to just seems to self-destruct, how I can't control how much money I spend, how much I eat, how much I just slack around not doing anything when I know this's an important year.
Homework sucks yeah but I guess it's time to start doing it. Plus I'm going for holiday soon so that sucks.
I need my old com back so I can start making my new blogskin I'm getting tired of this one. No way.
I hate how other people can control themselves and manage their time so well while I just sit here slacking and getting fat.

It sucks when I need you but you aren't here.